😭 Betty’s Pov 😭
I held the knife tightly, I can’t do this, I can’t continue to live in this cruel world anymore, I can’t take the shame anymore, I’m pregnant and not only am I pregnant but have been tagged as a prostitute, a whore, a slut by the whole school. Why am I called such names, I’ll tell you, I fell in love, I fell in love with this amazingly hot guy in our school, and it was like a dream come true when he invited me to his house, i had the best night of my life, the words spoken about Ashton Reed wasn’t a lie, he is really good in the bed.
That night, I felt like a freaking princess, cause he treated me with care and love, I was a virgin. Ashton was gentle with me and if I haven’t fallen in love with him before, then that night I would have fell in love with him countless times, I and Ashton kept on seeing each other, it was a secret love affair, Ashton told me not to tell anybody about us, I agreed because he was my life.
But you know, happiness never last long, there’s always one trouble or a problem, life would throw you way mine came in the form of a betrayal, I was betrayed by the one man I loved with all my heart, body and soul, I was betrayed by Ashton Reed.
I never knew Ashton always recorded us whenever we were having sex, I got to find out when he uploaded about six videos of us having sex, his face was covered, so no one ever knew he was the one in that video, but since my face was shown in the video for everyone to see, i became the topic of Beverly high, I became the insulted one, wherever I went, people would always look at me, pointing fingers and whispering words against me.
My parents tried to help me out of my depression, but nothing could take away the pains i felt, my dad tried to get Ashton arrested but there’s no evidence that Ashton was the one who uploaded the video, or the guy in the video and besides Ashton parents are really rich and influential so the case was just swept under the rug.
I locked up myself in my room and refused to go out or see anyone, and now I’m going to commit suicide, cause I can’t stand it anymore, the insults, the hurt, I even tried talking to Jake to ask him why he did that to me, if he never did love me but he just smirked at me and said “it’s all part of the plan.”
I wipe away the tears falling from my eyes, and raised the knife higher, ready to kill myself, “goodbye world and everybody that love me” I brought the knife to my stomach and I thrust the knife into my stomach, I saw blood spurting out of my stomach and I fell to the floor, holding my stomach the pain is unbearable, I lay on the floor and felt my life being taken away from, I felt my soul being plunged into the dark world, into the world unknown. “Goodbye world and everyone who had ever love me.”